My angel is terrible
He just sits on the beach and looks at the ocean
The water is clear
But his mind is dirty
He is just watching
As the sky is burning
My angel is terrible
There are cuts on his wrists
There's sand in his blood
As it drips to the ground
All red and sweet
With the smell of his sin
My angel is terrible
He runs and hides away
Whenever I call his name
His soul is sick
His love is weak
He cannot bear it
My angel is terrible
He is twisted and depraved
He is not worthy
Of the halo he tugs at
Nor of the silver feathers in his wings he plucks
For he knows what he has done
My angel is terrible
He gave up before he was tired
He g
A storm
Maybe a planet collision
Or a cleft in the tissue of something irrelevant
Like universe
In one of the many oceans
On one of the many worlds
He was telling his tale
A being made of flames
And I listened
In a dream
In the distance
In the madness
He heard me whispering
Like a loyal warrior, he followed the silent calling
At the sound of his footsteps
They hid in the trees, the birds and the fears
He alone – the entire legion
Of blood and ash
His war cry still echoing in my veins
He spoke to me every night
Of his secrets and his sins
Of lies and delusions
He spun the words from the dark
And sent me letters sealed with nightmares
Whe
It burns
Sharpened fangs bite and pull
The skin afire
The gentle cloth of the body torn
Amidst the pure and pale
Neck
Arms
Thighs
Breasts
Ignited and scorching
Mirroring the candles' flames
In the darkened corners
Veiled in spider web
It pours
Sweet and viscid
Of the heart, nectar
Of the body, wine
To fill the abysses
The deep scars
Ugly and dark
They lurk in her innocence
Like a beast in the night
Rage and terror mixing in their eyes
Behold the divinity
Of her arched back
Where orchids are blooming
As her entire being is curling
Beneath his claws
They crack
The marble dreams
The velum of illusions
Before the rosy eyes of a child
Gently touc
Just yesterday she was a child
Hugging her teddy as she was falling asleep
Today she opened her eyes and the world turned to her saying
How she needs to grow
How she needs to learn
How she needs to behave
What she needs to do
So she puts her toys aside and gets off the bed
Puts her heels on and walks out of the room
Her dolls whisper goodbye as she stumbles into the world
And all is glitter all is gold
And her skirt is short and the wind is cold
And there are roses and letters
And there are tears and fears
And there are rules, but no guidelines
And there are rude tongues and false kindness
From strangers and friends
From lovers and people on
My angel is terrible
He just sits on the beach and looks at the ocean
The water is clear
But his mind is dirty
He is just watching
As the sky is burning
My angel is terrible
There are cuts on his wrists
There's sand in his blood
As it drips to the ground
All red and sweet
With the smell of his sin
My angel is terrible
He runs and hides away
Whenever I call his name
His soul is sick
His love is weak
He cannot bear it
My angel is terrible
He is twisted and depraved
He is not worthy
Of the halo he tugs at
Nor of the silver feathers in his wings he plucks
For he knows what he has done
My angel is terrible
He gave up before he was tired
He g
A storm
Maybe a planet collision
Or a cleft in the tissue of something irrelevant
Like universe
In one of the many oceans
On one of the many worlds
He was telling his tale
A being made of flames
And I listened
In a dream
In the distance
In the madness
He heard me whispering
Like a loyal warrior, he followed the silent calling
At the sound of his footsteps
They hid in the trees, the birds and the fears
He alone – the entire legion
Of blood and ash
His war cry still echoing in my veins
He spoke to me every night
Of his secrets and his sins
Of lies and delusions
He spun the words from the dark
And sent me letters sealed with nightmares
Whe
It burns
Sharpened fangs bite and pull
The skin afire
The gentle cloth of the body torn
Amidst the pure and pale
Neck
Arms
Thighs
Breasts
Ignited and scorching
Mirroring the candles' flames
In the darkened corners
Veiled in spider web
It pours
Sweet and viscid
Of the heart, nectar
Of the body, wine
To fill the abysses
The deep scars
Ugly and dark
They lurk in her innocence
Like a beast in the night
Rage and terror mixing in their eyes
Behold the divinity
Of her arched back
Where orchids are blooming
As her entire being is curling
Beneath his claws
They crack
The marble dreams
The velum of illusions
Before the rosy eyes of a child
Gently touc
I'm peeling of my frail consciousness
Slowly so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ash, scattering in little pieces
It's only this... it's nothing more...
Without a trace
The feeling that I'm aware of my ignorance
is more cowardice than helplessness
Crawling at the bottom of mixed percipience
I'm asking my sub consciousness
I can't see the lotus right in front of my eyes
Burying your breath in the unchanging seasons*
You, who waited for help, got wet
The withered song you can not hear anymore
Has no expectations, I'm crying
The tears that are shed in loss
will also flow when you are pulled down by sadness
So that I don't
Leaves that is falling trough the clouds, whisper quiet, mild sounds...Melodies of past and my dreams, captured in lost worlds' ruins...In remotennes have left tears that I spilled...Let my dreams free...Give me back my wings...Till my heart still beats, till I still see and breathe...help me, find me under fallen leaves...Small rain drops are falling on my face...But I don't feel them...As I don't feel passing days...Rain has washed away sins from my soul...But lost worlds are still crashing down...
Kitty Chaos